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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Well... just last Saturday... my school have had a green carnival... it was suppose to be the celebration for the earth and help to promote on how to save our dear earth by reducing, reusing, and recycling... but i don't see any purpose in that... people around the world are still using electricity... that's harming the environment anyways...

Anyways... the carnival finished at about 3:00 pm, and i heard that in CHIJ(which apparently is a girls school) is also having a carnival... so i went to take a look to see how it was like over there...

Well... sad as it seems... it is better than my school's carnival... it was great and just like a real carnival, just without the thrill rides that is... but was still great...

But... i had quite a surprise when i saw my ex-girlfriend Wan Yi there... she was a student there, so meeting her there was quite inevitable... seeing her was like... not very appealing... there was a sudden sense of loneliness... yet there was also the feeling of fear for her seeing that i was around...

And to think that i was the one who was the bad guy when i wanted to break of ties with her... no... i was not the one who broke of our relationship with her... that's another story... but i'll tell you what happened that made me broke off friendship ties with her...

It was really not what i wanted... but she seemed to start avoiding me ever since our break from our relationship... every time i asked her if she wanted to go out with me to somewhere... she would say yes... but on the actual day... she would just say she have got something on and had to have the meeting cancelled... this has not just happened once but a few times...

that was when i have had enough... i told her i wanted to break off friendship ties with her and told her not to call nor bother me again... she tried calling me on my house phone and handphone but i just hanged up on her whenever she called...

Well... that's how it goes... and i never wanted nor had a girlfriend ever again... for i fear that i might have a deja vou of this...

frm
mousey

Till death shall i know...